From Virginia and New to path

I am from Charlottesville Virginia It seems there aren’t a lot a shaman’s in my area. I have found my true calling.
But There are only so many books you can buy, herbs crystals and anything that has to do with the occults alone . I am looking for a mentor a guide a friend. I live on a huge farm which is great to have a retreat.
I just found out family of mine died during the Salem witch trials. And I feel like I’m descended from one that wants answers and believes in me.
And I have had near death experiences that made me realize what I’m here for…
My family has done nothing but reject me and when I should of been dead. Hurt or God knows something is always there to save me.